Dreaming

When did we become so old that we forgot how to dream?

When did we become so cynical that we are so mean?

I’m not that old (36, don’t let the grays fool you) But I notice that every year we get older it seems that we become mad at the life we created. A lot of us stop focusing on the positives in life and continuing to pursue our dreams. We then decide its feels great to become cynical and dull. If anyone tries to achieve a dream , we look at them and say…“Meh.” It’s a cancer that is ruining our lives. It is so easy to mock and laugh at people grinding for their dream. It is also much easier to look at others than to look in the mirror and say “Wow, I want to become something better. I want to be trying to live my life to the fullest.”

We can all achieve an awesome life.

We can all try to be a better person.

We can all decide today that we want to pursue an outlandish idea!

Don’t restrict yourself to never trying!

Go out and be awesome!!!!!!!

Peace out,

Rex Felixx

Leeches

Beware of Life leeches.

There are so many people out there that are always hiding and waiting to take your love of life away. They will smile and laugh and then will attack you behind your back. Sucking your life dry. They will fester and grow bigger and bigger until you wither away. I have been a naive positive person most of my life. I always took people at face value and believe everyone was like me. I never believed people like this existed. Not until I experienced it personally that I learned there are creatures out there set to latch on and destroy you. It’s a sad life that there are others out there waiting to pounce and ruin you, and make you feel obsolete and loving having control over you.

Don’t let them!

You are amazing and you can only focus on the positives and what you can do in your life. Don’t worry anymore. Keep on smiling and laughing and staying positive. Never let them suck you dry. You can’t change people who are leeches. They can only survive on tearing you down and draining you. Remember they have no power over you.

You are the one in control of your life. It has taken me many years to finally realize that you can only do what you love and others may not like that. That isn’t for you worry or stress about. You have only this life to enjoy, make the best of it.

Leeches + soft skin = destruction

They can’t survive on others when you have tough skin or don’t give them attention. They will never have the control over you then.

Remain true to yourself and forget all the rest. Staying positive and remembering that you were made for a purpose will allow you to succeed in this life.

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter

and those who matter don”t mind.” - Dr. Suess

This rings truer more than ever. In this world of shallow conversations and fake smiles, and trying to impress individuals who don’t care about you. They will never be impressed. They will never love you. Just continue to be yourself and harden your skin. In the end, this will allow you to avoid those negative soulless leeches draining you of your happiness and joy.

Don’t be a life leech.

I repeat, DON’T BE A LIFE LEECH!

Stay strong and continue to love living the best life you can.

Leave the leeches in the stagnate parasitic filled pond from where they come from.

Love,

Rex Felixx

Even when the claws dig deep...

Claws digging deep,

Tearing and crushing,

Never any sleep.

Holding me down,

Harder to breathe,

Feeling my lungs squeeze.

Blurry vision,

Losing hope,

Crushed beneath its mighty weight.

Weathered and worn,

Beaten and torn,

Remember,

It’s not over yet,

until you hear the heavenly horns, mourn.

Lately life has been crushing me with her mighty claws, strangling me and holding me down. she’s relentless and won’t let me breathe. It’s strange how sometimes life can be so awesome and wonderful and then in a blink it can change rapidly and dramatically. Like a wool sweater unravelling right before you go out the door for a first date, or treading water while your cramps increase, then a great white shark is right underneath. In these instances of rapid change and chaos all around you. I want you to know that it will get better. Life will get better. Whether it’s trouble at work, or failing at school, or feeling worthless and used, YOU ARE AMAZING! Keep being your awesome, positive self, keep learning how to adapt to this awful chaos. Don’t let these present moments define your future self. Don’t let life beat you and pin you down forever.

Keep Fighting,

Keep crawling,

Never stop trying!

Whatever pain you are going through remember you can do it.

Peace out,

Rex Felixx